Forever

Well it had been forever since I wrote a blog. I have been crazy busy since we got back on leave a few weeks ago. We moved my mother in law back with us. That seems to be going alright so far. For those of you that havnt heard I am expecting. I am six weeks along. Yeah yeah I know I found out way to early and this is going to be the longest pregnancy of my life. But the last D will be getting fixed after this one! I told Petyon the other day and doesnt seem to give a crap. I think he will get more into once I begin to show more. I guess other than that I havnt really been doing much. Oh yeah I cry and cry and cry I am a emotional basket case the last week or so. D and I have been at each other throats. He just doesnt seem to get it or wait maybe its me LOL. Well not much more to say here. Michelle I am waiting to hear how the camping trip went!

Home Again!!

Well we are back in MO now!! Thank god I mean don't get me wrong I LOVE camping but we did it for over a month and that was just to dang much! We took 5 days to get to MI, we stayed in MO a night then in IL a night then 3 nights at Benton Harbor MI which was wonderful. We were right one lake MI. Peyton loved the whole camping thing. Dirt and bugs are his new thing now.

Dereke took everything well for the most part. I mean besides having me at the back of the camper directing him didn't go so smoothly. Or get this we stayed at this campground a few miles from our home town. It was alright for the most part until one morning we woke up to our neighbor dumping his septic tank in our camp site. Yeah dumping his SEPTIC TANK. For those of you who don't know what that is all about it is your shit tank. So need less to say we packed up and left that campground. We then stayed at wonderful campground in our home town. Spent the next two weeks there. VERY nice its a Church campground but they had all differ ant types of things to do. They had a water slide, confidence course, zip cords in and out of water, canoeing and a rock wall. We had a very nice time there.

I took everything well for the most part. I mean taking laundry to family houses to wash sucked. Also showering in cold water for 90% of the time was shitty also. Oh yeah don't let me forget this one I broke my toe!! Yeah got up from the table in the camper slipped and kick a metal pole. Yeah I know dumb ass right well lesson learned it was very painful all swollen and black. Then come to find out after a 4 hour wait to be seen by a doc they do nothing. Nothing at all oh they wanted me to wear some wooden boot but didn't matter if I had it or not it wasn't going to help. So I chose not to wear it, it wouldn't of matched any of my other heels LOL.

Well any ways I am glad to be home and sleep in my own bed and shower in my own shower. I hope you are all doing good and are enjoying your leave. Talk to you all soon.

You girls were right!!

Well girls they finally got me last night. On my way home I got pulled over by the effin GAME WORDEN and got a 75$ ticket for being on my cell. I was being so careful to I even thought to myself damn there are a lot of MP's out tonight. So I waited till I got closer to home. Get this I wasn't even talking yet I was trying to get service to call the old man and ask him if he needed me to bring anything home. Then this dude pulls me over in a civilian truck and turns out to be the game worden. He sneaks up to my truck and pokes his head around my window like I was going to freak out and lose it or something. I guess that is part of being cautious when they run my name and first see that I have a CCW then see that my cranky husband just hot home from Iraq I am not sure. But he looked terrified walking up to my truck. Over all though he was a very nice guy. Well lesson learned I should of listened to you guys. Time to get my HANDS FREE DEVICE OUT!!

Just the three of us!

Well the last post didn't have the excitement in it like it should have. I just wanted to put a quick post out that things are going better. We are slowly getting back into routine. Some new some old. But all in all things are good. All I know is that I can not wait for block leave. I am so ready for a vaca!! We are going back to MI to see the family, which will be interesting. Wish me luck!

I dont have a whole lot to say right now about homecoming, but I do want to post some pics. I will update on how everything is going once I get my head and heart straight. Hope everyone is enjoying there familes as a whole again.

YEEAAHH!!!

Okay so Michelle Dana and Amber this is going to be a good one. Not depressing and full of tears! Tomorrow is the big day! My hero is coming home to me! I cant wait! If you can tell by all my !!!!!!'s. I am finally ready I have everything I have to do done! Girls can you believe it after all this waiting and crying its finally time? I mean how many times have we said 4 more days? Really it was getting old! Well hope you all are getting your things done and I will see all your bright shining faces tomorrow morning! MMMMUAH!!

GGGRRRR

I don't know what to even write or even say right now. I just have so many emotions right now its crazy. I am nervous anxious nauseous excited scared and over all very very happy. This is my first time having to go threw a homecoming. This has been one of the hardest things I have ever gone threw. I put so much stress on myself to make every one happy and to do everything right with the FRG. I am just plain ready for him to come home. I am ready to be a family again. I am ready to have my husband hero and father of my lil man home with us. I want nothing more right now then to have a quit evening at home dinner at the table, laying around cuddling watching tv, then a little bed room fun and then falling alseep in my lovers arms. I took the littlest thing for granted when he was home now after 14 months of not having it I will never do that again. I am going to enjoy every minute I have with him. Good or bad!! I never thought I was strong enough to do anything like this before so I have learned a lot threw all of this. I have become a very stong independent women. That is about the only thing I can thank the Army for threw all of this. Well that is all I say for now. Wish me luck with everything!!