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I don't know what to even write or even say right now. I just have so many emotions right now its crazy. I am nervous anxious nauseous excited scared and over all very very happy. This is my first time having to go threw a homecoming. This has been one of the hardest things I have ever gone threw. I put so much stress on myself to make every one happy and to do everything right with the FRG. I am just plain ready for him to come home. I am ready to be a family again. I am ready to have my husband hero and father of my lil man home with us. I want nothing more right now then to have a quit evening at home dinner at the table, laying around cuddling watching tv, then a little bed room fun and then falling alseep in my lovers arms. I took the littlest thing for granted when he was home now after 14 months of not having it I will never do that again. I am going to enjoy every minute I have with him. Good or bad!! I never thought I was strong enough to do anything like this before so I have learned a lot threw all of this. I have become a very stong independent women. That is about the only thing I can thank the Army for threw all of this. Well that is all I say for now. Wish me luck with everything!!