Still waiting

I am still waiting. I am beginning to hate the way the Army works. They have yet again pushed back dates of redeployment. I really don't know how much more of this I can take really. I am on the verge of loosing my mind. I went to the welcome home ceremony the other night for 250 soldiers of Dereke's BN. That was hard for me. I had to leave right after the soldiers were released. I couldn't sit there and see how happy the other families were to get there loved ones home. That is FREAKIN sad I know. I guess the jealous side of me came out. In Michelle's words all we got out of it was a freakin tea shirt. LOL. I am trying to keep my hopes up. I try to tell myself you went 14 months what is one more week but after awhile I cant lie to myself anymore. I do have to thank god that I do have some really great friends here who really understand what I am going threw. Thanks girls for dealing with my negativity!!